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Monday, October 29th, 2001
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10:47 pm
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o1] Name/Age: Nicole/17
o2] Girlfriend/Boyfriend nope...not yet at least ;)o3] What do you do when you feel bad? - sleep it off
o4] Do you always tell the truth? I try to.
o5] Are you happy? for the most part
o6] Do you believe in God? yeah...sometimes it all seems a bit far-fetched, but i definitely believe there's someone up there watching over us.
o7] Do looks matter? - to an extent
o8] Politics? - My dad always said that the two topics that you must always avoid in dinner conversation are politics and religion.
o9] Do you think homosexuals should be allowed to adopt? - sure, why not?
1o] What is the meaning of life? -we should all stop searching for a meaning and just LIVE.
11] Do you think everything was better in former times? - Nah, every generation had its troubles.
12] Would you consider yourself intelligent? - yeah. 13] Listens to? anything rock- classic, alternative, punk, jam bands, oldies... Jazz, Swing, Classical...But I really like anything except for most country and rap.
14] Friends? - I have them and I love them. They know who they are.
15] Self-Confidence (1-10)? 9
16] Immigration? - It's a free country. We're free to move out as others should be free to move in.
17] Are you a feminist? - I think women should be entitled to the same rights as men are.
18] Make-up? - I Never leave home without it.
19] Pessimist/Optimist? - usually an optimist, but sometimes I tend to worry a lot.
2o] Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah, I can tell my mom anything. We're close, even though we fight a lot. And dad basically minds his own business.
21] Most negative quality? I worry too much and I have a temper.
22] Do you have a life? - yeah
23] Can you manage without the Internet? - doubt it
24] What's your opinion on big occasions such as Xmas, etc? - who could honestly hate christmas?
25] How do you dress? - jeans and shirts usually. depends on the weather and the occasion though. sometimes i like to dress up.
26] Favorite Color? - purple
27] Is your hair dyed? - hi-lites
28] Organ Donor? - yeah, cause Phil Lesh said so!
29] Do you fear death? - yes, greatly
3o] What means the most to you? - love, life, freedom, health, and friends.
31] Are you popular? - I guess
32] Are you social? - yeah usually. but sometimes I'm tired or I get in quiet moods.
33] Who would you most like to be? - Me :)
34] Your biggest dream? - perfect love
35] What are you afraid of? - dying or getting a debilitating disease.
36] Are you happy with the way you look? - yep
37] Height/Weight? - dude, that's personal!!
38] Do you think your weight is OK? - yeah it's ok. 39] Is there extra-terrestrial life? - i think so. especially since Molly and I saw UFO's
4o] Do you have an obsession? - nah
41] Do you feel stressed? - yeah, school always stresses me out.
42] What is PLUR? - peace, love, unity, and respect
43] Do you believe in horoscopes? - they're fun. but that's about it.
44] What starsign are you most like? - Aries, i guess
45] Do you believe in the universal right of freedom of speech?- yeah
46] Satanism? - I don't dig it, but hey if it's your thing...
47] Christianity? - I'm a Christian, but I don't think it's the only right path.
48] Do you like school? - eh
49] What would you do if you ruled the world for one day? -make everyone listen to good music
5o] Addicted to anything? - cigs, but I don't think I'm physically addicted yet.
51] Easy to sleep? - yeah, that's one thing I'm always up for.
52] Do you like philosophy and psychology? - yes, I debated majoring in them both.
53] Who would you want to hurt right now? - no one.
current mood:  grateful
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| Friday, October 26th, 2001
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12:59 am
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Hey everyone. It's been a loooong time...Everything's been really mundane around here. I've been pretty anxious about this whole anthrax thing. I probably have nothing to worry about here in WV, but still, it's all a bit unnerving. Other than that, not much is going on. I basically go to school, come home, sleep, do homework, then go to bed. I swear, my life was so much more exciting last year. I've calmed down a lot. Which is good, as far as my grades go. But I feel like a real loser sometimes. Oh well, I still know how to party on the weekends. heehee...This weekend I'm going to the big East/West game. It's a huge tradition in Fairmont that's been going on for about 80 years. The 2 rival schools in Fairmont (East Fairmont and West Fairmont) always face off in their last game of the season. We usually get out of school early the day of the game, too. It's kinda exciting. Lots of drunken revelry before, during, and after the game. Usually more than a few brawls, too. Then after the game I'm going to Morgantown to stay with Molly. That's always fun. Saturday I'm going to Book 'n' Bean to hear some friends' band play. Then I'm partying with all my friends that run cross country because Saturday is their last meet. Yay. Anyways, it's time for bed. Night-night guys.
current mood:  mellow
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| Friday, June 1st, 2001
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10:07 pm - Summertime
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School has been out for a couple days now, and I still can't get used to the idea that it's summer. Perhaps because it's been so rainy and chilly everyday. Anyway, to keep myself on track I decided to make a list of all the things I hope to accomplish this summer:
1. Go on a real camping trip. I'm talking out in the middle of the woods, bathing in rivers, eating fish you catch yourself kinda camping.
2. Lose at least 15 pounds.
3. Go to lots of concerts.
4. Learn to play guitar.
5. Re-learn to play piano.
6. Fall in love.
7. Watch 4th of July fireworks with the guy I fall in love with.
8. Finish my summer reading for AP English with time to spare.
9. Go to lots of big parties.
10. Throw some big parties myself.
11. Learn to drive...or at least learn the difference between the gas and the brake pedals...heehee...
12. Take a road trip to Cedar Point to visit Vanessa.
13. Prove that Molly and I really DID see UFO's last year.
14. Watch a good meteor shower.
Hmmm...that's all I can think of for now. If anyone has any suggestions for other fun things I might have left out let me know.
current mood:  hopeful
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| Sunday, May 27th, 2001
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3:57 pm
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Molly and I went shopping today with my mom. It was yucky. I tried on some pants and they looked really bad so now I know it's time to start exercising. If anyone knows any good exercise/diet plans let me know, cause I'm in desperate need of some weight-lossage. On a better note I got a Phish CD today-Billy Breathes. I've been wanting it for a long time. I need to take a nap now. I'm really tired cause I had a bunch of people stay here last night. Seems like that's been happening a lot lately, and I'm always tired. Oh well, at least we didn't drink last night. It wasn't that kinda crowd.
current mood:  drained
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| Saturday, May 26th, 2001
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11:22 am
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The sky is finally clear. It's been raining for days on end, but today the sun us shining. I just hope it doesn't get cloudy later. Now, if i could just find something exciting to do today...Our school's graduation is tonight and I don't know if I wanna go watch it or not. I have a lot of mixed emotions about the senior class. Mainly because my ex-boyfriend and all his friends will be graduating. And since my ex was so gosh darn lovable, everyone in the senior class is his friend. Which means they aren't too fond of me. It's a long story that I shouldn't get into because it's all very silly. But anyway, if I go to graduation, I won't know whether to cry or feel relieved. And I just don't know if I want to take the chance of being depressed. Oh well, time for a shower.
current mood:  confused
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| Thursday, May 24th, 2001
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12:35 am
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I felt overly-emotional today, but in a good way. I don't know why. I watched Dawson's Creek this evening and I bawled. It was really sad. Of course, Molly made fun of me. She just doesn't understand. I've been watching that show for so long that I feel a silly emotional attachment to all the characters. heehee...oh well...sleepy time.
current mood:  relaxed
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| Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
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12:09 am
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I'm really tired once again. I only got about 3 and a half hours of sleep last night. I've been struggling to keep my eyes open all day. But it was still a good day. I got an A on a Trig quiz, which i desperately needed. And I got my driving permit, finally! I only missed one question on the test too! Pretty good for a girl who doesn't know which pedal is the gas and which one is the brake. heehee. Well, time for bed at last. Maybe I'll have some good dreams.
current mood:  accomplished
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| Sunday, May 20th, 2001
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2:07 pm - sick, blah
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i haven't written for awhile cause i've been really sick. friday i had a Spanish honorary banquet at my favorite restaurant. it's a mexican place called mi pueblo. then after that i went to my friend TW's graduation party. then i had a bunch of friends stay all night and we all got very very drunk. i can do this at my house because i have my own room in the attic and my parents (almost) never bother me when i have company. It was fun. anyway, the next morning i woke up feeling really sick. it wasn't a hangover though, cause i had a fever and my throat hurt. but i had to get up anyway and go to a parade. my last performance with the band, kinda sad. but i couldn't enjoy it because i felt so horrible. after the parade i went home and slept for 7 hours. i felt a little better in the evening and went to watch fireworks at the 3 rivers festival. i was mad though because none of my friends bothered to tell me that they were all going, so i had to go with my mother. and i saw them all there and got pissed. but when i got home matt (one of the friends who failed to call me) came over and apologized, so i felt a lot better. it was really sweet of him. later molly came and stayed all night and she's still here now. but i'm still really sick. it took a lot of energy for me to type this...yucky. i have tons of homework, and i don't think i have the strength to do it. popsicles are gooood...so is chicken soup. but everything else makes my tummy hurt. well i think it's time to go lay down again. grrrr...
current mood:  blah
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| Thursday, May 17th, 2001
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10:20 pm - sleepy
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I'm always tired...It's probably because I only get about 4 hours of sleep usually, and that's on a good night! Oh well. I only have 7 days of school left and then all this foolishness is over, at least for the summer anyway. I'm gonna do jackshit this summer. It should be a pleasant change of pace. No band, no nothing...Well, except for running. I need to run every day cause I'm gonna be in cross country nest year. yay...Today was the seniors' last day at our school. Kinda sad, cause a lot of my friends are seniors. And even more sad, most of the hott guys are seniors. Well, I better go do my homework so I can get to bed at a decent time. Night-night everybody..."And I bid you goodnight, goodnight goodnight..."
current mood:  lethargic
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| Wednesday, May 16th, 2001
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10:27 pm - hmmm
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Today was a tiring day. School sucked, as usual. But after school was funfun. Mike took me to Mi Pueblo, my favorite restaurant, and then we went to get Molly. We all went to Bridgeport (where Mike lives) and drove around looking at all the nice houses. There are lots of rich people in Bridgeport. Then Mike let Molly and me drive his car, which is pretty dangerous because neither of us even has our PERMIT, let alone an actual liscense. We were supposed to stay in the school parking lot, but I got a little over-zealous and took to the open road. All the while, Mike was clutching the back of the seat screaming at me to stop...heehee...I didn't do TOO bad...I even got to do a donut in the parking lot. It was crazy. I downloaded this really cute song yesterday. It's called Kangaroo, and it's by The Big Wu. "Kangaroo, you mean more to me than just another wannabe wallabee, my kangaroo..." heehee, great song. Well, I'm really tired, so I'm off to bed (well, first a smoke break). Night-night...
current mood:  crazy
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